2012

Just wanted to release some thoughts.. I can’t sleep and I’m not in the greatest of moods.

So I still can’t get over how fast 2011 has gone, it’s ridiculous to know that this the start of a new year. But.. I think I’ve grown out of the phase where people get excited for it, hoping for a better life, or making new years resolutions and what not. I feel like it’s just going to be another day, the only difference is is that the date is going to be 2012 instead of 2011.

I’m sure we’ve all had the feeling of excitement counting down the seconds when it hits midnight. Yesterday I was counting down the seconds with friends and being excited about the new year. Everything starts off happy and we hug or kiss those who we’ve spent the first few seconds of the new year with and then….. nothing. Everything’s the same. Nothing changes. And I guess because of it, I just don’t care about the hype of new years anymore. I think a lot of us just wishful think too much. Thinking things will change just because it’s a new year. It won’t. A new year doesn’t change you. You change you.