In another life, I would be your girl, we keep all our promises, us against the world;

And I remember it all. I remember what shirts you wore, I remember the first text you sent to me. I remember how we used to talk for hours on msn never getting tired of each other. I remember the arguments and then I remember the way I used to make you laugh. I remember your smell and the exact place of our first kiss. We couldn't stop kissing after that. I remember every feeling I felt, I remember all the hopes and dreams I had, I remember everything I did to make you happy. I remember how my life changed, I remember the things you said, I remember the first time you whispered those three words. I remember your smile, the way you would pull me closer by the waist just because I liked it, the way you held me so tight I couldn’t breathe but I loved it more than anything else. I remember our first kiss, our first everything. I remember the way your face looked so close to mine, I remember the way my fingers fit so perfectly into yours. I remember everything about you; your hair and your face and the way you could never do anything wrong. But I also remember the last day, the last kiss, the last text. I remember all the tears I cried, I remember feeling worthless, I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came. I remember the lack of explanation, I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all. I remember feeling broken and like nobody understood, especially not you. I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you. I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember thinking about you, dreaming about you, and wishing for you. I remember believing with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short. I remember you drifting away from me. But you and me, we can never be friends. There’s always been something more in the way we look at each other. So there I was, looking at you, feeling all the emotions I’ve always felt when I look at you. I know we can never have back what we had before and I think we both know deep down it wasn't supposed to end like this. I was really hoping going through all this would make us stronger but I was wrong. It was the best feeling in the world to feel wanted by someone I wanted so badly since the first time I saw you but things change. 
I can honestly say, I am happy to see you happy and I am very happy and proud you're working really hard and having fun like you want too. I have nothing to say now because eventually you will forget I was the girl you fought to be with and I'll be a stranger who won't mean anything to you. I would've waited a lifetime for you if it meant you would come back or gave me any sign that you still loved me but I realized you don't and you won't come back because I can never be what you want so you won. You kept pushing me away with the bitching, insulting, disrespecting and it finally got through to me. Now after an entire year you won. You won because I give up. I lost believing in our love.
I don't care if in the future you tell people about what I could and I couldn't do for you, god knows I tried my best to keep us together whatever way I knew and how I failed in your eyes so you let me go. But please, just don't forget to tell them about what you did to me when all I ever did was love you.