I wanted to inhale the love you exhaled

A lot of things have changed but the one thing I don' think will ever change is that I will always care for you. Cause' you mean so much more to me than just "that" or "this"or "ex" guy in my life. Negative thoughts, broken hearts and down right "frustrating to the point of exhaustion" situations always came across the both of us and we couldn't do anything about that but I was still here and I was going to stay there to remind you that you meant so much more than you thought. Through all the kisses, sweaty hands, late night talks telling you how my life sucks so much, the guys, the girls, jealously, arguments, agreements, disagreements, the worst and the best, mistakes and sorrys, me forgetting what movie I watched with you, the I miss you, head-over-heels-cant-stop-thinking-about-you-always-on-my-mind feeling, the intense butterflies, the hatorade, the tears, the you-don't-care-about-me and-I-hate-you, all the promises, the hugs, my lame pickup lines and nicknames, the awkward moments, the silence, the ignorance and bliss conversations, the confessions and those three words that you waited so long to here......through everything and anything I was here.

....So now even if
it's not you.
I'm with someone else.
I'm engaged.
Married.
25 years have passed.
or even a few months from now.

I will always care for you.