&& then suddenly, for no apparent reason, everything started to fall apart

Suddenly, all I can think about are the things I don’t know about him. The things I never had time to learn. I don’t know if his feet are ticklish or what his all time favorite movies are. I don’t know if he gazes up at the sky and marvel at the stars like I do, or what shapes he sees in the clouds. I don’t know his fears, or what memories he hold closest to his heart.